I had lost my IC, handphone, wallet, house key and a pisiu. No mood to blog, heart pain. Big careless mistake i had done this time.

Yea I had been "Missing In Action"(MIA) for quite a long time from the blog. Hmm, what am i doing these few days? Last Thursday it was my electronics exam, it was terrible and a disaster. I didn't really understand it well, and I start revising 3 days before the exam. During those 3 days, I read thru the book and start doing the model test paper, when I opened the file, I got stuck there, even though I had revised for it, I can't apply the theory I learn onto the test paper! After the electronics exam, I felt relieved. I might be study electronics next semester again, but its ok with me, double revising for it is good. Next semester I will work doubly hard for my studies, because I had got a punishment this semester as i slack thru it. Last Friday I had got a call from Recruit Express (RE), Sarah Toh, my recruitment person in charge asked me to attend a CPF Temp Assistant job on Monday. It's this week's Monday, i got thru the interview and I started working on Tuesday, which is yesterday. It weren't really the job I wanted, at first at RE, I went for the interview for Temp Admin for Bank, but what to do, RE always allocate people to any job which is on scope. I was thinking that if I can't get a job now, polytechnics student will be on holiday, and it's not only one campus, its NYP, SP, NP and TP I guess? Therefore there will be thousands of them gasping for jobs. That's why I just hack it and grab the job that was given to me. It's pretty a decent job. Yup, CPF is a government job, slack job I guess? I was allocated Helpdesk, whereby the employers will call in to ask about the e-submission for the employees' CPF. Pay is what I expected, so I grab the job and work. I am still pondering if I should take iphone screen protector to sell, because I had missed the first batch of iphone sales. Sales had been bad nowadays, Yahoo auction decided to close down, but I seriously hope Yahoo will open another substitute for it. In the night i will post my desktop onto the blog, because my pc at the workplace has many restriction. Therefore i will end my post now. Ciao.

Today's the test but i am still have a lot of doubts about electronics. Help... It's my fault for not studying well. But i really don't know how to revise it well. If i can't even pass this module, i have got to repeat this whole semester for nothing. I don't wanna do that. Please.. Help..........

NO children in this world is parents' burden, even if they can't afford to buy you things you want to buy, they will still think of ways to get the things you want. I was thinking from the point of view of parents one day, bringing up children is not easy, especially with financial burden family. I am born in a middle-income family, i didn't have any financial problems, but one thing, i love my family. Although there's quarrel, it improves relationship. My father does not give me much pocket money, because he wanted to train me not to depend on parents for pocket money. In this way, he train me to be independent. Sometimes i compare myself to a classmates named Benjamin, he's rich. Yea he's rich, but he might not have the warmth that i have from my family. As i had written in the previous post "Money cant buy everything, but with no money you can buy nothing." Wrong! That's wrong, without money u can buy Family warmth.

Some parents of the family works full time outside, sometimes work till very late night. Parents might think of giving more pocket money to cover up the love they can't give their children. But this concept of thinking is purely wrong. Love cannot be compared to Money. To compromise money for love is just nonsense i must say, love is cultivated through seconds, days, hours and years, through a lot of hard work. In facts, my pocket money per day is only S$5.00, YES s$5.00 ONLY. But i don't complain before, i am happy with it, my parents told me before, if you want more pocket money, go out and earn. In this way, you will learn how to treasure the money and learn how to use it wisely. This really enlighten me.

I am the only son of the family, in the past of the ignorant Jie Meng, he always rants temper against his family members. But what did he get in returns? Nothing but more conflicts. But through these years till now i am 17 years old, i realize that this methods won't work. Now i want more family bonds, money can be earn later. Making my parents angry will only shorten their life, which i don't want. Therefore i took up mountain biking as a sports, partly is to release stress. Whenever i am not happy, i will just take my bike out and ride. To be happy is easy, but to recover to be happy takes time.

Therefore, i wish to have a happy family forever, follow by good studies(I want to pass this semester), follow by good business and thereafter. I will try not to throw tempers at my parents, earn and buy things for them. =D

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I don't know why i am stress about, but i am just stress. This feeling is not good, i just don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel like eating meals, etc. But these days i had been mixing around with Joel and Louis, my bike mates. Through these days i am with them, i begin to realize, couple must have mutual trust. Do not lie to each others, because every lie lied, it will become bigger and bigger, soon it will explode, causing a strain in the marriage. Joel is married for 3 years, and Louis is getting married soon. For Louis, he told Joel and me that he told his spouse that he had quit smoking, but instead he is still smoking. If i were him, i will not smoke once i made a commitment to my spouse, although his spouse might not see him smoking, but one thing, his conscience might not be clear. But for the sake of themselves, i wish they will quit smoking. Louis offered me a cigarette today, i said NO without thinking twice. I just feel what's so good about smoking? Release stress? NO MAN! Joel is thinking of buying Shure S530, cost about S$550, make him consider for a very very long time though, but thinking far, if he do not smoke for 2 months, not only the money he save up is about S$600, his health will improve too. Yes i am stress, i will use cycling to release my stress, my parents still do not know that cycling is my hobby and it's to release my stress. These few days i had been thinking a lot, if i happens to have a girlfriend,

Firstly, i will not lie to her. Because to lie to easy, but to take back the words that you had lied is very difficult, and personally i will not have a clear conscience.

Secondly, i will report to her my expenditure. Although we might not be married in the future, because i felt that with someone to control my expenses, i will think twice when i want to purchase something.

Thirdly, it will be about marriage, if we can get together with any relationship wave and get married together, every month we must at least save 2k into a joint account. Therefore we can use that money for rainy days, if not we can use it for investment etc.

My ideal marriage age is 25 to 26, which is 8 years from now, because at 19 years old i got to go NS for 2 years, i will ORD at the age of 21, if i want to pursue my studies for engineering, i will need 2 to 3 years, which is 23years old, then proceed for work experience for 2 years, by then i will be 25 years old. I really hope by then i will have enough experience to set up business. By age of 25, i hope to have a steady relationship with my girlfriend and she can help me mend my business as well. As people always said, a successful man has a helpful wife to support him. By then i will propose to her. My wedding must be grand, to give my wife a sense of security. I must get my business smoothly run and i must expand it big, locally and regionally. Basically that's what i think currently.

I want
1. Titus titanium full sus.
2. UE Triple fi 5 EB ear pcs.
3. Cycling jersey.
4. Good results.
5. Successful business.
6. A pair of Spectacles and sunglasses.
7. To be Singapore richest man!
8. To be debt free.
9. New watch.
10. Mont blanc cool blue ball point pen.

Projects are finally over, left electronics theory and practical, autocad tests. Im TIRED! Tomorrow gonna have electronics pratical test on 8am.

Anyway, saw from a email about horoscope.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)

Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos.

I know the feeling of having no money, finally know why people love money. My handphone accessories online e-commerce is up, but i had not posted anything on it due to tests, projects etc. STRESSED! Current host is ok, so far no down before. Yea i didn't her that much already, but deep in my heard i still care, if she needs a shoulder, just call me anytime and i will keep her accompany. But i still do not know why i can't seems to get closer to her. I had made my decision, give me one year, till everything is stable, ranging from my studies, business, to finance, then i will consider about relationship.

"Money cant buy everything, but with no money you can buy nothing."

☑Tired
☑Stressed
☑Going Crazy
☑LoL
☑Throw i2e notes
☑Elearn
☐Tests

It's 4pm now and i still have tons of things to do. wth

☑Tired
☑Stressed
☑Going Crazy
☑LoL
☑Throw i2e notes
☐Elearn
☐Tests